Time in Georgia

^2 "The evening meal was in progress, and the devil had already prompted Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, to betray Jesus. ³ Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; ⁴ so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist." 

John 13:2-4

     I did not return to the States for reasons of my choosing.  However, things work out the way designs.  Everything has it's time and it's season.  People are born and people die.  It is all part of life.  Even though I know this, it doesn't make things easier.  I have had so many people tell me how sorry they are for my lose.  I never know quite what to say, so I just say it is part of life.  The reality is that when I am with people, I chose not to think about it. 

I was worried that I would have nothing to do at home without a job other than to cook and clean for my parents.  Let's be honest, I don't really want to spend my days doing that.  However, God has opened the door everyday for me to be with family and friends.  I have been determined not to talk to people about my lose of funds for the mission field.  I have been determined to just enjoy the people that I love and allow them to love on me.  It has been a very refreshing experience for me.

     So, when I return back to Bolivia in eight days, I hope to be refreshed and ready for work again.  I also really miss my friend family and my kids.  I have realized during my time at home that my heart is torn in two: Bolivia and Home.
  It has been a very clarifying experience for me for the questions that I have been asking myself over the last few months.  Sometimes, you just need to take a step back to get clarity.