God test all our hearts. We can take comfort in that because He made us. He knows all our flaws and short coming. We on the other hand may not know ourselves as well. That means that we may be resistant to evaluate our own hearts. This week I have dug deep into the Word and have been testing my own heart to understand my motives. I want to be a missionary so badly, but I need to know that before I leave that my passion has pure motives.
I have had some major challenges to overcome. People have surprised me. Some that I thought would support my life choices had let me down. Others that I didn't expect to support me have become great encouragers. Then I have been blessed with people who have walked with me through the years giving be support, brutal honesty, and unconditional love. I believe with all my heart that God has called me to Bolivia. I am still praying that I do it in His way and not my tunnel vision steadfast way.
I want to speak as a woman "approved by God to be entrusted with the gospel" I am "not trying to please men but God, who test our hearts" (1 Thessalonians 2:4).
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